Tomorrow's dooms day....

I haven't done my piano theory homework plus my pastor who asks me to BURN MY COMIC BOOKS OR SELL THEM WHICH I WILL ABSOLUTELY WILL NOT! CAUSE IT'S SOMETHING I LOVE! AND SHE'S SO IRRITATING! I NEVER ASK HER TO COME TO MY HOUSE FOR HER SO-CALLED 'FOLLOW-UPS'! AND SHE STILL COME! I GAVE HER A LOT OF CLUES THAT I DIDN'T WANT HER TO COME, BUT SHE STILL COME! DAMN HER! AND EXCUSE ME! THIS IS MY LIFE TO LEAD NOT HERS TO PLAN! SHE SAYS SHE WANTS ALL MY ATTENTION GO TO GOD!(I'm a christian for your info) BUT EXCUUUUUUSE ME! I HAVE MY OWN WILL AND FEELINGS TOO! AND I CAN'T HAVE MY 100% ATTENTION ON GOD JUST YET! IT TAKES TIME WOMEN(MY PASTOR)! I HAVE BEEN KEEPING THIS FEELINGS BOTTLED UP FOR SO LONG! NOW I AM PUTTING IT ON BLOG! SHE'S TOO MUCH ALREADY! WHY DON'T SHE JUST SAY BYE BYE AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!! I WANT MY NORMAL LIFE BACK!!! MY NORMAL LIFE WHEN SHE DID NOT COME!!!! WHY DON'T SHE JUST.....JUST.....DISAPPEAR TO SOMEWHERE OR GO TO THE PLACE SHE ALWAYS WANTED TO GO? GO HEAVEN YOU DAMN PASTOR!!!! AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! I HATE TO SEE HER FACE! SHE MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL TO THE MAXIMUM! I DON'T CARE IF SHE,  MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS OR WHOEVER READS THIS! I DON'T CARE IF THE WHOLE WORLD READS IT! JUST GET THE BLOODY SHIT OUT OF MY HOUSE AND LEAVE ME ALONE YOU CONDEMNED, BLOODY SHIT PASTOR! READ THIS FOR ALL I CARE AND GET MAD AT ME FOR ALL I CARE! IF YOU LECTURE ME PASTOR, YOU'LL REGRET IT! AS IT WILL ONLY CAUSE MORE HATRED IN ME! I MIGHT EVEN GO INSANE THANKS TO YOU, YOU DAMN PASTOR! THE REASON WHY I DON'T DO MY DEVOTIONS REGULARLY, MIGHT BE BECAUSE OF YOU! I WANT TO READ THE BIBLE AND DO MY DEVOTION IN A DIFFERENT WAY! AND THE 'FOLLOW-UPS' YOU GIVE ME ARE OF NO USE! I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER A SINGLE WORD! IT'S ONE EAR IN ONE EAR OUT! YOU SAY YOU UNDERSTAND ME BUT, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL! AND THE 'FOLLOW-UPS' ARE UTTERLY USELESS! THERE'S MORE BUT, I DON'T WANT TO TYPE ANYMORE. MAYBE IN THE NEXT POST YOU DAMN PASTOR! SO, DON'T GO THINKING "LUCKILY IT'S ONLY ONE POST!" THERE'LL BE MORE I PROMISE YOU!